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(no subject) [May. 9th, 2007|08:45 pm]
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[Current Location |Dining Room.]
[Current Mood |calmI'm just here.]

Hey...
Well i know no one really reads this as everyone i care for has abandoned livejournal...
(reference to my friends in scotland)
Livejournal has lost the plot. It has changed. I dislike it. Maybe we all have changed though? For better or for worse, who's to say? Not me.


I can't find the font thing.
Oh well.


I guess the whole point in having this is to tell you about my life,
How i'm dealing with it,
And what i think of it.
So i will.
Don't winge or complain if you don't like it.
Shouldn't have read it then no?


Past few months:
Moved to Australia.
Had a relationship with Mark. It ended.
Had a relationship with Josh. It ended.




Now:


I am not ready for a relationship in my life at the moment.


Sometimes i still wake up in fear that he's here next to me.
Waiting for me.
Wanting me. Hating me. Taking me. Hurting me.
It's a haunting... a curse.
Sometimes i lay awake at night, not able to sleep. Memories of what he done to me.
I forgot. I remembered. I hate.
He changed me. I let him... I shouldn't have.
I lost everything to him, everyone to him and i won't allow it again.
I want to take up boxing, self defense. Woman's rights.
I live in fear. So scared i act in rage. Guys lie.
They love you but can hurt you.
And worst of all.
Enjoy it?


I'm no longer ashamed of happened. I will stand up. Be myself.


But first i have to find myself. I can be happy then yell at people. It's strange.
I don't like it. But real friends stick by me with it. You, reading this right now, are most likely a FAKE... PHONEY... WANNABE... CUNT... and I really wish you would die. Some maybe not though.




I have been arguing with some people recently. Finding out new things. They think they will get away with it. Everyone who knows me knows they won't. YOU won't.
Yes you. You can act the victom all you want. No sympathy is felt for you. More of a reason to hate you. You are obsessed, stop talking about me in classes. Things get back. And soon my fist will get back into your face. Skank.

I have been to the doctors and found some... disturbing... things out.
I don't like it.
It scares me.
Alot.
Is it worth living for?
Is it worth the suffering?
Is it worth the self-destruction?
Is it worth hurting those around me, the people i care for?

Do i really care for anyone anymore... sometimes i don't think i do. Sometimes i love them sometimes i hate them.

It's difficult. Mental illness's are fucked, so fucked i don't think they exist. It's all in our heads... it's all in my head. IT's flashes banging the inside my head... wall to wall.
Should i bulldoze my walls?

I can't. I shan't.

I WON'T!! I FUCKING WON'T!!

YOU WANT ME TO OPEN UP
HERE IT IS
This is all you will get from me.
You may think it's alot. There is so much more.

I'm tired of looking after other people.
I want to disapear sometimes. Murder peole. I do. Watch them suffer slowly into death.
I like it. Hatred is red and so is the blood of you.
I want to hurt you. Physically.
Is it the Scottish in me?
Who's to say.

All i can say right now is basically...

Zach, you fucked me up. I used to be normal.
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(no subject) [Mar. 20th, 2007|04:52 pm]
[Current Location |chia's garage]
[Current Mood |blahblah]
[Current Music |The bannnnd - not mine]

Oh ern okay i just deleted my whole post because i decided i want it to be happier
Chia cheered me up with her awesome guitar playing
I love it
She is fucking awesome loving

Im a bit happier now
But not
My feelings have slightly changed and i dont know what to do about some people anymore

But yeah
Owell
Comment me =]
Well if you WANT
But yeah

And YES im still with mark in case ur wondering because yeah most of you are nosey fucks
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(no subject) [Feb. 28th, 2007|07:23 pm]
Heyy omg guess what?!


I GOT A JOB AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
YEYEYEY
I get paid 70bucks JUST for training hehe yey
AND AND AND ill get 200bucks a fucking week
How great am i?
=]
Im gonna spend alot of it on my baby<3
Im gonna be the man!!
Take him out BAHA<3
LOl if he lets me ^.^
=P
I love him fucking heaps
Ull never know<3
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(no subject) [Feb. 15th, 2007|10:42 am]
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[Current Location |My house]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |Smack that]

Im wagging/dogging school at the moment coz my markums isnt well so am gonna catch a bus to his house and look after him =]

Life:: Is good<3

Swimming Sports day (a day at school where we all went into geelong and fucked around)
WAS GREAT:: Thats some of us having our picnic lol (im staring at katelynLOL)




This is when me and Katie fell over when taking pictures =]




Me and Cinta<3
The third of the three muskateers<x3





Me and markums being love birds as per<3





What marko got me for Valentine's day<33



In conclusion life is good...
Im happy in a relationship
I cant imagine being sad
I love life
=]

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(no subject) [Feb. 3rd, 2007|09:24 am]
1. Have you ever shaved your head?
Nope.

2. Do you have hairy legs...right now?
Yeah

3. Have you ever changed your own oil?
Nope

4. Have you ever changed a tire?
Nope.

5. Do you have a favorite football team?
Yeah.

6. Do you own boys jeans?
Nope

7. Do you wear boxers?
Yeah

8. Have you ever owned a rodent/ reptile?
Nope

9. Have you ever owned a SUV or a Subaru?
Nope.

10. Do you wear sports bras?
Nope

11. Do you go by your last name?
Nope

12. Do you prefer beer?
Nope.

13. Have you played sports since high school?
Yeah

14. Do you carry a wallet?
Nope

15. Have you ever watched the L Word or queer as folk?
Yeah

16. Have you ever watched Sunday football?
Nope

17. Do you wear baseball hats?
Yeah

18. Do you chug beer for fun?
Nope

19. Do you prefer straight shots over girly (mixed) shots?
Nope

20. Do you hate George Bush/ Republicans?
Yeah

21. Do you like Ani Difranco?
Who?

22. Have you been to Lilith Fair?
Nope.

23. Have you ever punched, or wrestled with a friend for fun?
Yeah

24. Have you ever worn a strap on?
Nope lol

25. Is your watch wider than a half inch?
nope

26. Do you wear shorts that hang below your knees?
Nope

27. Do you own a fleece vest?
Nope

28. Do you own a motorcycle?
Nope

29. Ever dressed in drag?
Nope...

30. Do you play video games?
With marko yes<3

31. Do you have a tattoo that matches a girl you dated, says her name, or is a picture of her?
Nope.

32. Ever moved in with someone within the first month of dating?
Nope

33. Ever said you loved someone you were dating within the first month of dating?
Yeah

34. Do you wear cologne?
Nope

35. Do you wear mens deodorant?
Yeah  LYNX AFRICA BABY

36. Do you listen to Melissa Etheridge?
Who?

37. Do you have gauged ears?
Nope

38. Do you have tattoos on your arms?
Nope

39. Have you ever worn a tie?
Yeah.

40. Do you own GIA?
Nope

41. Do you own Better Than Chocolate?
Nope

42. Do you have a star tattoo?
Nope

43. Do you have a rainbow tattoo?
Nope.

44. Have you ever made out with a roommate or best friend?
Yeah

45. Do you wear wife beaters?
Nope

46. Have you ever taken a womens studies class?
Nope

47. Do you wear mens button up shirts?
Nope

48. Have you ever asked a stranger their sign?
Nope

49. Have you ever used a sex toy on someone else?
Nope

50. Do you wear tennis shoes/ skate shoes regularly?
Converse and Vans then yes

28% lesbian, apparently.
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(no subject) [Jan. 24th, 2007|07:27 pm]
[Current Location |markos land room]
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Current Music |final fantasy]

Hey people
Just thinking about the next two days of my life =]
Got a party on friday then one on saturday
Its great
Cant wait
Get to get pished again lol
haha its great
yeah i love marko =] <33 hehe
im at his again tonight
He wont let me leave haha hez cute
^__^ so yepyep
Drink ew hs mums making lasagne and the smell is making me sick lol
Owell
Get over it kay!!
Haha check out my new myspace pic of joshy lol Its funny
Its OUR thing OKAY
lol nah
nvm
private jokes
anyways im offskies and ill update on like sunday and spill about the parties =]
Cya xx
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(no subject) [Jan. 22nd, 2007|11:54 pm]
I love marko<33
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2007|02:09 am]
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[Current Location |Markos land room]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |none]

Hey yes well..

Lol

Errrrrrrrmmmm

Lot to say

Cant be arsed saying it

Better say it now though or else i will barely remember tomorow...

So yeah


*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*Friday*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Arghhhh
Okayyyyy then

(im bored and mahhh but thts not the point...)

Well woke up with mike walking into my sister's room and apparantly i had a grin on my face but i dont remember
Anyways he lay on top off me for about 10minutes tickling my face and arms
THEN he started prodding me in the arm telling me to get up
And just kept going and going and going so i got up lol
And we went out for a smoke after i went into my room and said happy bday to marko
Me and mike talked about going back to school and him coming by to wake me up in the morning coz i woke up in a good funny mood
But tht died down anyways

Soo yeah i called katie and me mike marko and katie went to the op shops and fucked around for a while
Me and katie dressed up in random shit lol
Was fun
And i ended up buyin ties n shit
And a teddy which i gave to a random shop owner who was welsh haha lol

Anyways... we walked from tht big road back to safeway
Me and mike walked ahead and katie and marko kept falling behind
Mike and me had a 'deep and meaningful' conversation and yeah it was funny
Then i kept lookin back at marko to make him paranoid
He only noticed about 2-3 times tho

After about 20minutes onto the walk we bumped into poika who was trying to call us...
So we all went to safeways together... hung around the front then went into dynamic discounts
Bought cans of silly string and made a mess of the front of safeways haha
We went to donout king and bought shakes and hotdogs
Ate ate ate anddddd waited for about 3hours on michealla and taylor

Mike left about 1hours into the wait
And went skating

Stu and Charlie showed up then mick and taylor
We went to the main street and got drink then i went off at stu for makin katie cry so yeah

He stormed off blabla

Anyways we all eventually got down to the beach at about 9ish

We started drinking and having funfunfun

Me and michealla jamp into the ocean water about... 12-1am and it was FREEZING

Mick jumped fully in but i planned on stayin REMOTELY warm and dry but then this big fucker of a wave SMACKED me down so i got soaked..

We went out after a lil while and hung around the beach and had a good night
Katie and Stu had to leave early coz of her mum


Annnnnd marko horrified me with a bit of information

Annnnnd me and micheala pulled haha

Annnnnd we went back to micheallas about 2.30 in the morning

I put her in a trolly and rode her along the streets for a bit

Me and Taylor noticed a sign hanging off a pole and Taylor decided to take it
This guy came running out his house going off his head yelling at Taylor threatening him
So i went nuts at the guy and started screaming drunk insults at him

Apparantly i gained alot of respect tht night haha lol

Anyyyways we crashed at micheallas and yeah it was a good fun fufiled night =]




*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*TODAY__SATURDAY*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Went to markos early
Got his mum to pick us up
Got to his
Got food
Got more sleep
Myspaced
Smoked
Hungovered
And errrr yes
lol

Messed around for a while
Watched movies
And got mad at marko =]
So lol
We didnt argue i just got mad but anyways

Well so did he but for different reasons...

So yeah now i am gonna go to bed because im tired







I only have just over one week left off the holidays and my mum wants me to spend family time but its not happening
I wanna party for the remainder of these holidays
Tis a while b4 we get another one lol

So am out

Catcha .x.
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(no subject) [Jan. 16th, 2007|09:34 pm]
i wanna pierce someone....
like $10 charge
Anywhere
xx
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(no subject) [Jan. 16th, 2007|07:39 pm]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |markos land room]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |markos new video game lol]

HEYY
omg so like yes.. the power went off today all over victoria
because of the bushfires
it was so bad
no electricity
it was off for hours
and like yeah
its just came back on
but only for a few ours... its being rationed all across victoria
haha

Marko was DEVASTATED coz i gave him his birthday present today and he cldnt get to play it (his birthdays on friday)
It was a PS2 game
Fighting game
He was super super happy
so anyways he was litrally DYING to play it
so right now he is sitting in front of the television  playing it... working out all the moves
He looks so cute and happy

Im so glad i have him

We had a VERY odd confusing and quite exciting night it was great

He is loving this game
But is having trouble working it out

He looks so happy

Hehe i love it when hez happy coz it makes me happy

Well he bloody should be happy i spent alot on it haha lol

Awww cutie pie

Anyways iv bn kicked out my house.... so yeah....
Iv been staying at markos for the past few days

MADNESS

So yes lol

Markos dear sweet lovely mum who i absaloutly ADORE bought me fags haha wheeeeee

Shes great
!!!!!!!!!SHE ALSO BOUGHT ME A DRESS THE OTHER DAY

Ahhh shes amazin

Im not used to it though coz zacks mum absaloutly hated me

So yeyness
Im loved

haha i make no sense
Shut up kay

I talk some crap in my time yes yes yes i do

Omg im pretty much the only person who updates their livejournals these days

Oh wells
AND no body comments anymore

Whats WITH that??

KBye

Kay[<x3]Marko

xxxxxxx

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(no subject) [Jan. 15th, 2007|03:41 pm]
[Current Location |markos ovb]
[Current Music |street fighter lol]

WHAT YOU HAVE:
[] You have over 10 bottles of nail polish
[x] You have a designer purse
[] You have something from Abercrombie
[x] You have/had fake nails
[] You are promised to have a car for your 16th bday
[] You have clothes or shoes or accesories for your pet
[x] You have at least 1 designer item of clothes
[] Your pet is a chihuahua, pomeranian, or siamese
[] You have a swimming pool
[x] A pink comforter, walls or sheets.
TOTAL: 4

ARE YOU:
[] Brunette
[] Dirty Blonde
[x] Blonde
[ ] Red
[x] Outgoing
[x] Fun
[x] Dumb at times
[] Near your phone right now
[x] Going out with anyone now?
[] using your cell phone right now?
[] Listening to pop or top 40 music?
[x] Wearing makeup now?
[x] A shopaholic?
[x] A shoe freak?
TOTAL: 8

DO YOU LIKE:
[x] Puppies
[x] Kitties
[x] Makeup
[x] Glitter
[x] Money
[x] Pink the color
[x] Pink the brand by Victoria's Secret
[x] Shopping
[x] Candy
[x] Talking
[x] Laughing
[x] Jewelry
[x] Shoes
[x] Chick flicks
TOTAL:14

DO YOU SHOP AT/ BUY:
[] Hollister
[] Abercrombie & Fitch
[] American Eagle
[] Aeropostale
[x] Claire's
[] Express
[] limited 2
[] libby lu
[] Charlotte Russe
[] Kitson
[] Jimmy Choo
[x] Hot Topic
[x] Armani
[] Juicy Couture
[] Sephora
[] Pac Sun
[x ] Versace
[ ] Fendi
[] Deb
[x] Target
[]Kohls
Total: 5

DO YOU SAY:
[x] Whatever
[x] Oh my god/gosh/goodness
[x] Hun
[x] Fugly
[x] that's hot
[] Cali
[x] Babe
[x] Cutie
[x] Hottie
TOTAL: 8

OTHER
[] In your school picture your wearing something pink
[] you type like this: !! // && ~* ;; ::. __
[x] gone to mall in the past 3 days
[x] Dont play sports
[x] you wear jewelry every day
[x] you have dyed your hair
[x] you have nail polish on right now
[x] you take all those magazine quizzes like "Does he like you?"
[] your favorite holiday is Valentine's Day
[x] you have a crush on Johnny Depp/Brad Pitt/Orlando Bloom
[x] Have you met a celebrity
[x] Have you ever written your first name with his last name?
TOTAL: 9





DO YOU OR HAVE YOU READ:
[] Seventeen
[] Cosmogirl
[] Teen people
[] Teen vogue
[] Teen
[ ] Justine
[] Prom magazines
[] Ellegirl
[] J-14
[] M
[] Ym
[] Cosmopolitan
[] Glamour
[] Marie Claire
[] Girls Life ( GL)
[] Elle
[] Vogue
[] Us weekly
[x] Star
[] Tabloids
[] Gossip Girl
[ ] The clique series
[ ] The a-list series
[ ] The mates, dates series
[] The Georgia Nicholson Series
[] the it girl series
[ ] The au pairs
[ ] The hookup artist
[ ] The dating game
[ ] South Beach
[] Ttyl
[] Ttfn
[ ] The lovely bones
TOTAL: 1

HAVE YOU SEEN:
[x] Legally blonde
[x] Legally blonde 2
[x] Mean Girls
[x] American Pie
[x] Not another teen movie
[x] Josie and the Pussycats
[x] Never been kissed
[] Aquamarine
[x] The hot chick
[] Beauty shop
[x] Miss congeniality
[x]Miss congeniality 2
[]crazy/Beautiful
[x] Just my luck
TOTAL: 10

HAVE YOU EVER/ DO YOU WATCH(ED):
[x] America's next top model
[] Project runway
[] Next
[x] My super sweet 16
[x] Soap Operahs
[] Hannah Montana
[x] Unfabulous
[x] Zoey 101
[x] Lizzie Mcguire
[x] Desperate Housewives
[x] The simple life
[] 8th & Ocean
[x] Friends
[x] Sex & the city
[] the suite life of Zack And Cody
[x] E!'s True hollywood story
[] The real world
[x] The O.C.
[] Laguna Beach
[] Miss America
[] Miss USA
[] Miss teen USA
TOTAL: 12

HAVE YOU BEEN TO:
[] Hawaii
[] California
[] mexico
[] The Bahamas
[] Alabama
[ x] Paris
[ ] Italy
[x] London
[] Florida
[] Las Vegas
[ ] Russia
[] Missouri
TOTAL: 2


DID YOU:
[x]Try out this quiz
TOTAL: 1


COUNT UP HOW MANY YOU CHECKED: 74


That's your girly percentage.


74% GIRLY =\
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(no subject) [Jan. 6th, 2007|07:57 pm]
[Current Location |brits bedroom]
[Current Mood |highi feel high man]
[Current Music |marko being jelious]

heys people
omg
strangest yet coolest day!!
was great
Okay me and marko woke up at katelyns then went to britneys
THEN we went to go get fags
BUT we found a reptile haha a blue lizard thing
and we caught it
and kept it haha lol
yey its so cool
THEN we got fags<3
and went to mine had dinner and yeah...
THEN went to safeways,,, won a toy... and went round the back of safeways
We then drank alcohol... dunno the name of it
and raided the bin for pure fun and brit ate a cornchip sandwich that she found in the bin
it was so fucking funy
aw i loved it
then markoz nose started bleedin like REALLY bad annnd we got a ride from a guy tht works in subway haha into the doctors bit

but it was closed so we hitch hiked back and got a lift from randoms

THHEENNN yeah it was so fucking great

NOW im gonna go meet up with mike and then come back to britneys and stay

=]=]=]=]=]

GREAT DAYS EH

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(no subject) [Jan. 6th, 2007|01:42 pm]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |brits]
[Current Music |flying grapes...]

i have Purple hair hehe
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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2007|05:33 pm]
[Current Location |katies x]
[Current Mood |angryangry]

harsh...

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(no subject) [Jan. 1st, 2007|04:16 pm]
[Current Location |stuarts study room]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |the simple life]

heys 
typing from stuarts house
got up a couple of hours ago
marko just left
yeah we are going out now
=]
i learned new tricks on the trampoline
happy new years everyone =]
i sarted mine good
woke up with a slight hangover... but with marko cuddling into me
cute
anyways im shattered
catch yewz
xxx
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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2006|09:51 pm]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Current Music |Sean Paul + Blu Cantrell]

Hey this might be my last entry for like a month or two as i dunno when im getting my internet set up so yeah
Or when i'll next be on it

12 hours!!
Omg!
I cant believe it... last week i didnt know i was gonna go this soon
Hehe its great
I cant wait to see Katelyn
Missin her like a fat person on a diet misses cake =]
Lalala

Oh and i meet marko to
Yeah thats a plus
I think he's kinda bummed out right now so im gonna giv him an LJ hug
*hugles from me to yew*
=]
Hope yew cheer up

The party i was at on wednesday!!
Omg this chick Zoe (the whore) stole my fucking fone
I called her house
She is not there
But her mum is gonna fone me back
I better fucking get it back or else man
Grrrr
Wrong person bitch


Anyways mums kicking me off coz ama social reject haha joke
Im just hyper
Need a fag to calm down

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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2006|12:01 am]
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[Current Location |my livin room]
[Current Mood |chipperchipper]
[Current Music |2pints of lager and a packet of crisps]

haha whee i leave in 2 days
i cant wait
its so exciting
hehe
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
LALALA
i am stayin wif katelyn for a few weeks maybe
yey
i pure luv tht girl
shes gr8<3
My best mate forever she is
Meet marko too
hez nice... i like him
Haha he "pure heavy hearts" me =P




Zacks mum came by to pick up his things today =]
Im so glad
It annoyed me tht it took him 2weeks to get up off his arse and get it
Nah wait.. he still didnt... he got his mum to get it lol

Im really glad we are over
I feel really happy now
It was hard the first few days but no im so great
I cant believe i stayed wif him for so long
hez so 2faced n bitchy
mahahaha im pure happy


New life in oz<3
See yew in 2days

=]


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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2006|02:53 pm]
I never knew there was such a thing a a geniunely sweet guy until now...?? Keep in mind the flirty smilies have not been pasted so yeah =]


Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Hey
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
heys
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
I wanted to wait for you to wake up. 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
 aww thts cute
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
You are. 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
 awww
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
hehe
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
I made my myspace all pretty.
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
www.myspace.com/foreverwillremain
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
i look a mess  and im goin to a party in like 3hours
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
yeah i commented
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
What's the time? 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
i love the pic of yew killin tht girl haha
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
20 minutes to 3
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
the party starts at 5.30pm
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
I see.
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
but i cant be bothered
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
hmph
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
2 daysnow? 
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
2 days now*
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
saturday??
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
erm... zat not 3???
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
ah maths
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
WHAT DAY IS IT THERE? 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
haha lol
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
er wednesday
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Wednesday? O.O;
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
It's Thursday here. BAHAHA
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
we're behind yew
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
hehe yeah
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
so yew satyed up early in the mornign 4 me??
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
hehe
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Yeah. It's 1:43am.
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Haha
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
AND I WAS GONNA GO TO BE EARLY TODAY
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
haha lol
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Well. Anyways, now it's time for me to sleep
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Have fun at the party. 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
me friends coming to wake me up
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
and make me get ready
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
blHahhhhhh
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
  oh... bye
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
xxx
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
  Don't be sa.d
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Sad.*
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
 WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
I need my sleep, too. <.<
Haha.
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
joke  hehe
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Say.. what time does your plane arrive here?
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
lol
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
ermmmmmmmm
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
like 1am in the morning... xmas morning
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
round about the time santa will be puttin pressies under yewr tree 
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Well I'm definetely not coming to the airport.
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Haha
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
haha lol
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
YEAH!
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Too bad we don't have a tree this year. D:!
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
same
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
haha lol
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Santa will be sneakin' pressies in your pocket. 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
aw yew were gonna come to the airport if i came like earlier???
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
yer
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
santas my man on the side
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
I was gonna see if I could come to the airport. 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
aw that is so super sweet
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
hehe
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
WELL.
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
BEDTIME!
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
yeah yew gotta go haha
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
sorry im talkative
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
I need to stop cracking my knuckles.
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
nighty nighty
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Yeah, and I'm WAYYYY too enthusiastic.
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
  thts gross ew
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
hehe
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Haha. Night. 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
yew just excited to see me
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
 
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Of course. 
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
 
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Seeya.
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
ill call yew xmas day??
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
to arange boxing day
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
Haha. I'll cry on the phone
Kay                                                                   I like yew =]               Alisha Here .x.<3 says:
bye xx 
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
But sure, ok!
Mark -- OMGWTFBBQ says:
SEEYA! ^^;
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(no subject) [Dec. 19th, 2006|06:35 pm]
[Current Location |my living room]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |home and away]

1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:
Appearance
Do you like my-
12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21.Do think I'm-
22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:
Personality
Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:
Would you..
31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35: Do me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:
What would you do if..
40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:
In the last week have you..
50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to chill with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:
Have I..
61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:
Are you..
68. Happy you know me?

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(no subject) [Dec. 16th, 2006|04:57 pm]
[Current Location |my living room xx]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]
[Current Music |friends x]

heyyyyyss
last night hmmm

went to braehead wif leeane, lyndsay (cousins) and ALISHA<x3
ice skatin was closed =/



then we went to chris's and we got drunk... 

then we were late back

WE HAD CHOCLATE SHOTS FROM THE FOUNTAIN HAHAA

was awesome

Now im goin to stay wif lainn<3

Gettin a taxi coz am a lazy ass bitch haha

xx
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(no subject) [Dec. 11th, 2006|05:48 pm]
[Current Location |living room]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |friends]

Your results:
You are Catwoman
Catwoman
100%
Hulk
80%
Wonder Woman
70%
The Flash
60%
Iron Man
60%
Supergirl
55%
Spider-Man
50%
Robin
50%
Green Lantern
50%
Batman
45%
Superman
35%
You have had a tough childhood,
you know how to be a thief and exploit others
but you stand up for society's cast-offs.


Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

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(no subject) [Dec. 9th, 2006|02:24 pm]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |living room in ma jammies lol]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |Im so excited.. (8)]

O.M.G
just have to spill this
****************
went out with Meech last night to his mates house and his m8 chris was flirting with me and then his other mate willy smacked lips on me...!!!!
O.M.G
still in shock... i didnt like it
not coz i still wanna be wif zack coz omg i so dont!!
but coz you know... its willy...
anyways i havnt been as happy as i am right now in 11months=D
yey

Im getting a tattoo!!!!! B4 i go to OZ
hehe yey wooo!
its gonna be a rose or a heart or summit on the bottom left area of ma tummy
very sexy =P

Going out tonite so i betta buggar off to get ready
still sittin here in ma jammies lawl
.x.x.
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My life begins... [Dec. 8th, 2006|09:34 am]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |my living room]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |less than perfect]

 

This was me and cara in august when zack dumped me

And coz hes done it again this pic is gonna happen again

Me and cara are gonna get pish drunk woo!

Shez always there for me .x.

Im moving to Australia next week and iv been talking to Katie again =]

Everyone misses me woo! and i cnt wait to start a new life...

So i guess this is an official goodbye to everyone

Spesh to the twins... they are great and ill always love them to bits, they were always there for me and i blame zack for taking me away from them.

(  L  )

To be honoust yeah i do miss him and love him but i dont think im IN love with him or anything... i dont want to be with him

I guess im just "used" to him being around

But omg he IS the best kisser

Shit Boyfriend though

I hope you all have a good xmas =]

.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.

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(no subject) [Nov. 1st, 2006|12:17 pm]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |school - admin]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |radio - bright idea]

1. What is your full name?
Kayleigh Julie Kidd McArthur

2. How many brothers or sisters do you have?
3 brothers and 2 sisters

3. What is your favourite colour?
blue

4.What are your favourite thing to do out of school?
Be with zack =]
Chill out
Go to bandstand;Cinema;Bowling;dinner

5. What is your favourite school subject?
English

6. What is your favourite type of food?
Chicken Tika Masala Without the chicken lol

7. What is your favourite band/singer?
Nickleback and Savage Garden (Darren Haze)

8.What Is Your Favourite Sweet And Why?
Salt And Viniger Discos OR Squares coz i am crazy about salt and vinigar on anything and they types of crisps are really flavoured<3

9.If You Were Stuck In a Desert Island, What 3 Things Would You Take?
Food, a house with everything in it and everyone i love

10.What’s Your Favourite Movie?
er.... desperado.. no er....harry potter!... no erm the outsiders i think... i dunno i have lots

11.If You Could Be Any Animal In The World What Would You Be?
a well treated loved dalmation

12.What Was The Best Thing That Happened Last Week?
zack came up to my skool<3
lol sad life


13.Why did you choose to come to Enjoy cell time?
i would tell u if i knew what u were on about

14.We have to choose a name for cell (Remember its for the girls and boys cells!), what are your suggestions?
names? oryt erm... salt for girl and vinie(ger) for boy

15. If you could ask Jesus/God one thing, what would it be?
what is the meaning of life

16. Do you have any questions about God, Jesus, being Christian, or leading a Christian life?

yeah.. why did u sacrafice yuorself for us...?














*whispers* i get to see my baby today =] ... i havnt seen him in 2 and a half days =( ***
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Wheeeeeeeee [Oct. 30th, 2006|09:43 am]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |admin o.b.v man]
[Current Mood |calmhappy =]]
[Current Music |one minute man]

Ooooh it's halloween tomorow
I really wanna go trick or treating
i just want the sweeties =]
Why do i have to be 16 =(
Pfft
Yeah anyways never got into the cathouse coz mad stupid bouncers..
Had a mad family dinner thing last night and zack came obv. and we set off zacks fireworks
they were so nice =]
Omg im so happy
Zacks coing down to my school today to see me coz he lurvs me =]
im so happy right now
i want this to last forever
but of coarse it doesnt lol
pure gutted that i didnt get into the catty
meh
but i got ma shexxi bf to make me all better
LOVE YOU ZACK BABY
x<3x
Yeah it was our 9month anniversary that friday there
Seems longer to me =/
aww do u see tht sexxi boy in ma pic
i do
every day
ha *sticks out tounge*
anyways im offskyz byyye x
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(no subject) [Oct. 23rd, 2006|08:17 am]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |school]
[Current Mood |sadmeh]
[Current Music |tiffeny talkin as usual x.]

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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2006|11:14 am]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |admin- school]
[Current Mood |coldcold]
[Current Music |mad tiffeny clikin aswayy]

Heyloo
Someone wanna comment on me here the now?
im in double admin and im so bored
Im onto the second period the now and i went to the vendies for a break there coz im pure hungry and i came back up and the teacher (mr mcaughy) pure munched into ma quavers lol
my hairz pink =]
Not all of it but its got big chucky bots in it
Tiffeny is a bitch lol
Apparantly im an idiot
Oh aye
k.o luv yeah darling
Choking for supply lol
loving tht word
supply
people think ur talking bout drugs
eating galaxy
one bit left =(
gave the cold to zack so aye
im contagious lol
playing minesweeper... loving in
pure lost like 20million times but okay then
im actually D-Y-I-N-G of the cold
okay helps people

hair white-blonde and quite short
OR
hair brown but still long and str8 ??

blah


anyhoo

im cold...
bye xx
COMMENT BACK
NEEDIN A CONVERSATION HERE MAN
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(no subject) [Oct. 9th, 2006|11:06 am]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |school]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |teacher lol]

Hello people
HOw are you?
Im okay
good actually
well great just feel a bit sick
sore throat and things
went to a party with zack on saturday and yeah it was fun...
went to my aunites party last night... brought zack obv man
pure love him
he was draggin me up for the luvvy duvvy songs
pure love him
he lost my 20deck of marlbloro so i came back to his later on tht day to get ready for the party and he bought me a 20 =D the SOFT packet... love him soooooo much with all my heart
So glad we're back to normal.
xx

|||\^^/ ZaCk \^^/ ***AlWaYs***|||
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(no subject) [Oct. 5th, 2006|09:31 pm]
[Current Location |mine]
[Current Mood |confusedconfused]
[Current Music |tv]

GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN.<< he does

LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.<< he used to

KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS.<< sometimes

TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL.<< sometimes

L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER.<< he does

LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR.<< he doesnt

MESS WITH HER HAIR.<< he doesnt

JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER.<< he does

F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES.<< he doesnt

L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE.<< sometimes

TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P.<< he does

H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS.<< he does

LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS.<< he does

GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.<< he doesnt

TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK.<< he doesnt

STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK.<< he doesnt

WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER<< he doesnt

KISS HER F0REHEAD.<< he does

GIVE HER THE W0RLD.<< he doesnt

WRITE HER LETTERS.<< he doesnt

LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES.<< he does

WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER.<< he doesnt

LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT.<< he doesnt

LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS.<< he does

KISS HER IN THE RAIN.<< he doesnt

CALL HER EVERY NIGHT.<< he doesnt
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(no subject) [Oct. 2nd, 2006|08:03 pm]
[Tags|]
[Current Location |my house.. zack left 30minz ago]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |TV]

life is so good when you're in love
xxx

£>ZACK<3 the boy of my dreams and im going to live my dreams
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